N\u00e4in kerrottuna koko juttu kuulostaa v\u00e4h\u00e4n tyhm\u00e4lt\u00e4, mutta unessa j\u00e4rkytys ja kauhistuksen tunne olivat k\u00e4sinkosketeltavat. Ruumiin l\u00f6yt\u00e4minen maastosta on pahimpia pelkojani,\u00a0enk\u00e4 halua koskaan joutua siihen tilanteeseen. Itse kuolleen kohtaaminen ei varsinaisesti ole se mik\u00e4 pelottaa, olen pit\u00e4nyt kuolevaa is\u00e4\u00e4ni k\u00e4dest\u00e4. Se on se m\u00e4t\u00e4nev\u00e4 ruumis ja siit\u00e4 mahdollisesti l\u00e4htev\u00e4t hajut ja muut seikat jotka kauhistuttavat enemm\u00e4n kuin mik\u00e4\u00e4n. Olen varmaan katsonut liikaa CSI:ta ja Bonesia. Mutta t\u00e4st\u00e4 pitk\u00e4st\u00e4 ja puuduttavasta alustuksesta p\u00e4\u00e4st\u00e4\u00e4n k\u00e4tev\u00e4sti teid\u00e4n muiden pelkoihin. Olin nimitt\u00e4in t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n mukana luomassa jotain v\u00e4h\u00e4n pelottavia juttuja er\u00e4\u00e4n valokuvaajan kanssa. Huhu kertoo ett\u00e4 jotkut oikeasti pelk\u00e4isiv\u00e4t v\u00e4h\u00e4n klovneja. En kyll\u00e4 yht\u00e4\u00e4n ymm\u00e4rr\u00e4 miksi? (thihihii!)<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n Do you know the feeling when you see such horrifying nightmare it haunts you days later? I don’t see nightmares very often, but when I do they are way too realistic. Way way too realistic. I’m rather sensitive person and I got just a tad too good imagination, I just can’t stand horror movies or series. Especially if they have done in nerve wreckingly realistic way. They creep into my dreams and give me anxiety. You could say that nightmares go to my head.<\/p>\n It’s the Halloween season so I can tell you that couple months\u00a0ago I saw very disturbing nightmare, where my worst fear in real life (even though very unrealistic)<\/strong> <\/span>came true. In the dream I was with two of my friends (can’t remember who they were now)<\/strong><\/span>, walking to somewhere. We was going to take a route down a\u00a0sandy hill, but just when I stepped on the path, we decided it was way too difficult path to walk. As I tried heading back ontop of the hill, when I noticed some fabric on the left side of the path. I picked it up and it was very fancy embroidered oriental garment with long tassels. I had to collect such a fine piece of garment. Suddenly on the other side of the path was another similar garment, carefully placed in position. I picked that up too, and under that there was another decorative colourful garment. And under that another, and another one. I can’t remember how many pieces I picked up but all of a sudden when doing that I started feeling that if I pick one more garment, there will be body of a murdered woman under it. As soon as I realized that I threw all garments back to the ground, horrified, and ran up the hill in panic to catch my friends. Dream finished soon after this when I woke up in anxiety.<\/p>\n Told like this the whole thing sounds a bit silly, but in the dream the anxiety and shock were way too realistic. Finding dead body is my first fear, and I never ever want to end up in situation like that. It’s not so much facing the dead person, I have hold my dad’s hand when he died. It’s more like the rotting cadaver, possible smells and other things that horrify me. I have probably watched too much CSI or Bones. But this long and boring prologue leads us to other peoples fears. Today I was creating something a bit scary with a photographer. Rumour has it some people are actually scared of clowns. I just don’t understand why? (theheee!)<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n![\"inenglish\"](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.evildressmaker.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/11\/inenglish.gif\")
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