I don’t know what is going on. Am I having a bigger crisis or am I just having anxiety about small health issues or what? This or that, taking outfit photos and getting dressed in general hasn’t been very nice recently. I can’t wear what I want at work and when I’m off, there isn’t that much time either. Do you feel that I am repeating myself about this? Not that I have even felt any of my clothes very comfortable or nice. I feel like stranger to my own wardrobe these days. Even if it should now have more garments that I love and less those that I don’t. Still it feels that I can’t find things to wear.<\/p>\n I know, part of the issue is that I have gained couple extra centimeters during past Winter. I don’t really care to shred it to pieces out here, but there might health issues involved. Perhaps I will find out later. Main issue is that some of my wardrobe does not fit anymore. Well, fits and fits. I can wear them, but they are extremely uncomfortable. The older I get, the more convenient I want to feel. I can’t sit wearing tight skirt anymore nor I can walk in too high heels. It didn’t really matter that much when I was younger. Usually I would have got rid of clothes which don’t fit or I would have fixed them. But now I don’t really feel like, especially if the situation is fixing itself later. Because that is possible. I don’t want to get rid of some of my favourites either just because they are just a tad too tight.<\/p>\n Today I wore proper clothes first time for two days. I have been sweating in my nightgown past couple days, with migrain ofcourse. This is what it looks like when I haven’t combed my hair in three days, I have been squeeking for hours from pain in dark room, hugged the porcellain in the toilet or have just been dozed on and off. I wanted to wear something comfortable and then it always have to be a dress. This time it’s\u00a0 pinafore with national costume blouse and brooch. Surprisingly it’s my nicest outfit for weeks. I apologize the grainy photo, I didn’t realize it was so dark at my work room. That handbag is btw the most complimented item in my wardrobe. Complete strangers give compliments for it where ever I go, flea markets, cafes, shops. It’s funny. There is black paint on top of my shoes. That’s what you get when there is T-Ford being renovated below your work space.<\/p>\n What is a person supposed to do in a wardrobe limbo like this? Just sit and wait? Or is this some sort of midlife crisis? Should I search for new style completely?<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n En tied\u00e4 vaivaako mua joku isompi kriisi vai ahdistaako vaan pienet terveydelliset probleemit, mutta asukuvien ottaminen ja ylip\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4\u00e4n pukeutuminen ei ole ollut hirve\u00e4n kivaa viimeaikoina. T\u00f6iss\u00e4 en voi pukeutua kuten itse haluan ja vapaa-aikaa pukeutua mieleisiin vaatteisiin ei kovin paljoa j\u00e4\u00e4. Tuntuuko teist\u00e4 sille ett\u00e4 toistan itse\u00e4ni ja jankkaan t\u00e4st\u00e4? Eip\u00e4 sill\u00e4, en ole viimeaikoina… <\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.evildressmaker.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/11\/inenglish.gif\")
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